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[calientra]

Well, here it is Monday evening... and I'm sick again. Seems I caught whatever is going around again... although I think I have it worse than most. After the Furry Brunch yesterday at Shoney's, I got sick to my stomach, almost to the point of throwing up.. which would not have been fun. But it did want to cause some other unpleasant results, which I won't say here. Then, I got very feverish and dizzy. Took some Ibuprophen and DayQuill, which did not do my tummy any good. Deb gave me a Phenagren.. which helped... but then for some reason, I was sleepy. Went and layed down.. slept for several hours. Woke up really jittery and tried to catch up on email... watched part of a movie on SciFi... went back to bed. Woke up at 4 am, soaked in sweat... got up cause I couldn't get comfortable. Tried to use the computer, but couldn't get my eyes to focus right. Went back to bed finally, slept off and on for a while. Got up for a bit around 8, then crashed again until late afternoon. Nessa was nice enough to run to the store to get me some peach ice cream.. I hadn't eaten since brunch, and that sounded good to me. It went down ok, and now I'm just feeling achy and still somewhat feverish. Trying to get a bunch of new music for my broadcast on Ash's Reverend Radio that I will be guest DJing on Friday from 6PM to Midnight, CST. I need to get out tomorrow, as I saw an auto service place that is hiring for a tire service tech.. wish me luck. I really need a job. Any job will do right now. It really sucks owing people money when you haven't worked since May of last year, and it really hurts one's self esteem that I can't seem to find any work. Depression has me in it's grasp so hard.... I need counseling, but cannot even afford that. Not to mention I could surely use some Zoloft or something.. oh well, I think I can survive... time will tell.

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Choices

[ex-prima237.livejournal.com]

Okay...heres the choice...I can give you wild and wicked yiff that makes certain young furs
love you but you've been there so um. Okay not /like that/. ^.~ /or/...I could tell you
how wonderful it is to have...an orange and a warm place to sleep...okay maybe not that
either thought its true. Hrm. How about this...I Predict 2005: Buttah goes /nuts/ with RL
*any commentary about /nuts/ from the /peanut/ gallery will get nuked* she ends up with no
riches but with a nice place, a few good pans to cook really good eyetalyun food in and
someone to snuggle and argue with in the supermarket over oranges or tangerines *go with
the freakin' oranges* ^.^ I have great faith in you Butterscotch, you try and you'll be
great. *hugs tight and wuvs* ^.^

Re: Choices

[cal-foxx.livejournal.com]

Thanks for having faith in me, baby. I need to have some in myself it seems now.