Loneliness and other things

[calientra]

Well, here I am... 4:50 AM, wide awake, and crying my eyes out because my darling love is 850 miles away... and I have no one here where I am currently living to cuddle or to just hold me... I am so lonely right now... I am crying and sobbing... I am pitiful I know... but it is so damn hard, knowing that I will be here alone for 94 more days, until he comes to get me... it seems like such a long time... I know I must keep busy with work and stuff to make the time pass... but it is so hard to not think about things...

Of course, waking up in the middle of the night doesn't help either... But then, lately I haven't been sleeping right anyway... I'm not really staying up too late, except maybe one night a week... I try to get 7 hours of sleep every night if possible. I think maybe this is what true love is... the longing... the wanting to be there and not here... the desire to be no where else but in the arms of my darling bat... I know I love him so very much.

Comments

[august-the-bat.livejournal.com]

As soon as I can I will... In the meantime, anytime...

Love you...

Re:

[cal-foxx.livejournal.com]

Ok then darling... now... and now.... and now too...

[kibbles.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, you two will be together soon enough. . .at least you have each other!

(I did the long distance thing a few times, including over an ocean. I understand how much it aches.)

Sorry you're lonely.

[sslaxx.livejournal.com]

I hope you two can get together soon!