Something in the air...

I'm feeling... strange today. I can't put my finger on what seems to be bugging me either. I have had a wonderful weekend, and I sure don't want it to end. Maybe that is part of it. But... I don't know. Maybe I feel like I'm intruding a bit on my hosts. I don't want to ever be in the way of other people's relationships and friendships. Maybe I feel like I don't deserve the attention that people are giving me lately. Or maybe I'm just being silly and stupid, as I was just told I was doing. I've never been good at letting myself be happy, mainly because I haven't really ever known true happiness very much. Which is sad.

So, does that make me a sad and stupid vixen? I surely hope not.